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*update*--> just received email from cx re my medical check up; together with 6 pages of document..loads of things to be done - -"

jus got back from lebanon & dubai..feels great to be finally back home.feeling unsure of many many stuff today, d heart seems to be pumping hard and the brain is not thinking straight. i might be leaving for cx soon; still thinking hard about it tho. got a call last week to go for medical check up but till' today i havent received the clinic location. was that a bogus call or what??..
i totally haf no idea what to think n i jus dun wan to think about it.. but can i? my whole future is in my hands now.. @#@#$!

`should i go?`